guys, I don't even know no more. i don't know if this is a fanfic or my feels.
You are complicated. That’s the word I can describe you.
It was the first time I saw you, I was taken aback. You were the definition of flawlessness. The first time I gazed at your eyes, they were the most beautiful ones I saw. It was like being sucked in a beautiful darkness. You had me with just your smile.
You gave an impact in my life.
I never intended to fall in love, but I’m slowly, painfully falling deep. It was the time when our lips touched; it was all mixed emotions for me. As you cupped my face, as you landed your lips on mine. It was heaven, seriously. I never thought that that could happen; I thought I couldn’t reach you. I thought you would not even spare me a glance.
But as time passes, I thought you were different, I thought that we could be something. That we could work it out. You made me feel beautiful, like a precious stone but now I feel like trash. Here comes where I titled you as complicated.
I like you; you know that, I show that to you every day.
How could one be so cruel? However, I shouldn’t blame you, I blame myself. I trust too quickly, I assumed too fast. I fall too deep.
I have never learned from the past, I’m still that stupid person that hopes in every kind action a person gives me.
You are special to me; you give me damn butterflies until now. I want us to be something but I know, I am not that person that can make you happy, that can make you complete.
My friends call me stupid for sticking up with you, for being there for you. Am I really? I just like you too much that’s why.
I want to say sorry, to my friends and to myself, poor battered heart of mine, I thought you could be the one who can mend it.
I’m still hoping though, I know, I know it’s stupid of me to hope.
I have one wish, please, just please see my love, my sincerity. Will there be us? It bothers me, my heart can’t keep calm.
Please, just please.
up to you if it's jaejoong or yunho's pov :D