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23 July 2014 @ 09:47 pm
Easy Hearts  
guys, I don't even know no more. i don't know if this is a fanfic or my feels.

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You are complicated. That’s the word I can describe you.

It was the first time I saw you, I was taken aback. You were the definition of flawlessness. The first time I gazed at your eyes, they were the most beautiful ones I saw. It was like being sucked in a beautiful darkness. You had me with just your smile.

You gave an impact in my life.

I never intended to fall in love, but I’m slowly, painfully falling deep. It was the time when our lips touched; it was all mixed emotions for me. As you cupped my face, as you landed your lips on mine. It was heaven, seriously. I never thought that that could happen; I thought I couldn’t reach you. I thought you would not even spare me a glance.

But as time passes, I thought you were different, I thought that we could be something. That we could work it out. You made me feel beautiful, like a precious stone but now I feel like trash. Here comes where I titled you as complicated.

I like you; you know that, I show that to you every day.

How could one be so cruel? However, I shouldn’t blame you, I blame myself. I trust too quickly, I assumed too fast. I fall too deep.
I have never learned from the past, I’m still that stupid person that hopes in every kind action a person gives me.

You are special to me; you give me damn butterflies until now. I want us to be something but I know, I am not that person that can make you happy, that can make you complete.

My friends call me stupid for sticking up with you, for being there for you. Am I really? I just like you too much that’s why.

I want to say sorry, to my friends and to myself, poor battered heart of mine, I thought you could be the one who can mend it.
I’m still hoping though, I know, I know it’s stupid of me to hope.

I have one wish, please, just please see my love, my sincerity. Will there be us? It bothers me, my heart can’t keep calm.

Please, just please.


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up to you if it's jaejoong or yunho's pov :D
 
 
 
believeinredbelieveinred on July 23rd, 2014 02:39 pm (UTC)
when i read the lines, i thought at first it was Jaejoong's POV. then it became Yunho's and then idk anymoooooore O_O but yeah. feels!
Gabrielle: love me or diesadisticbtch on July 23rd, 2014 03:00 pm (UTC)
i'm sorry poor reader but authorn-nim is letting her feels go~

:D
believeinredbelieveinred on July 23rd, 2014 03:39 pm (UTC)
but it is nice. i can see the way i see it. it may be their own POVs. hahaha. and then became both. hahahaha /delulu/
Hannahhappy_girl89 on July 23rd, 2014 03:01 pm (UTC)
What the hell.

I am sad now.
Either of the POVs, it's damn sad, this has to be non-AU when they get depress, y'know, |:


kudos to you mom, you gave me inspiration to write an angsty ficlet d:
Gabrielle: yunho effectsadisticbtch on July 23rd, 2014 03:02 pm (UTC)
this is actually my feels right now. :(
i'm a sad sad potato

you're welcome
yjjyluv on April 23rd, 2015 02:52 am (UTC)
It got to be yunho :'(!
I hope you're feeling better authorshi

Edited at 2015-04-23 02:53 am (UTC)